Let's party(!)

OMG,Time really has a way of surprising us. Just barely 9 days more to go, we have to bid farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010, people! Be it happiness, sadness or what 2009 has brought to us, I bet life does enrich our minds and hearts, and reaching our future goals even closer. Way to go peeps!

Another 8 more days to receive year 3 sem 1 results, I just felt even more STRESS when i'm doing my exams back then. Sometimes, I wonder how I am able to go through all these, but thank goodness, I've great bunch of friends who mug together crazily and makes study less boring, but more fun. Thanks my dearest Lee and friends, who are always here for me through the ups and downs!

# Steamboat @ KS's house! A pity I allergic to seafood, if not can taste the yummy prawns cooked by KS! :D

# Sock Ying's 21bd was a blast!



#Ling's birthday @ Ion! We've such a difficult time locating where Swensens is :X


# Triplets Birthday: JM, Ling & Jean @ Canteen B


# Kids Graduation '09. Awesome Performance, Well done! :D




# Kite Flying at Marina Barrage with my 2 young cousins!


Helpful Lee helping my cousins, while I'm the camera-lady for the day!

# Lea Salonga Concert. I'll definitely buy the tickets for her performance next year again!



# Yan's bd @ Clarke Quay



# Picnic with Uni Dears


Camwhore at the supermarket :X


The especially heart-warming biscuit flown from Japan from Jean & Ling! & forgot to take the lovely pouch flown from HK from Yi & Jun!


Snap and snap non-stop!


Getting ready for kite flying! Yippeee


Group pic of the day!



Dinner at 9 p.m @ Waraku. We walked from Tanjong Pajor to Marina Square for whole 40 minutes :X

Til then, have a blessed X'mas & New Year. So excited, I'm going Euorpe tomorrow!!! Let me enjoy first, worry later about the results :X

Tough times; to get by.

The past 3 weeks of exams just flew me by with breeze; it has been the toughest patch of life to go through. The intense mugging everyday caused my body to malfunction. Just days before my Quantum exams, my body was shivering so badly that I thought I caught a bad cold. I lost my sense of balance when I came out of the toilet.

Everything around me became so blur, and my kitchen was like tossing over. The next thing, I knew, I woke up and saw myself laying flat at the kitchen. Gosh, I was in hell lots of pain. I don't know how I fainted, everything just happen so suddenly. I guess my body couldn't contain the stress anymore, just imagine consecutive exams from October til now. My family was so worried about me that they scare I would just collapse and die, and immediately forced me to visit the doctor.

The doctor said I'm stressed & that's explains why I don't have much appetite; the thought of food makes me feel damn sick & wanna puke. The doctor prescribed me with relaxer, because I couldn't sleep at all. First time in my whole life, I took relaxer to calm my nerves for exams :( Not a good sign..

Then,the passing of my grandma has been a great blow to me. I spent my weekdays and weekends at the wake. When I got home late night, I've to pull myself strong to study; it isn't easy, it's tough, I remember how I cried every day while mugging; as I got 3 exams back to back which is plain crazy and hardcore modules. The thought of unpreparedness of exams just send chills down my spine. Exams have been way too disappointing to mention; I couldn't do the Quantum questions and felt so much like walking out from the exam hall. The thought of re-taking Quantum is so demoralising.

I believe my grandma is in a better place now; I've always dreaded the days with heavy heart whenever I'm in hospital. It hurts so much to see her in pain in hospital, with red bruises all over. I knew how badly she wished to be at home. No one knows the weeping within their inner self when lights are out. Our hearts know a similar reality. At some deep level, we refuse to accept the fact that this is the way things are, or must be, or always will be. Somehow or rather, I just feel my grandma is still here, and she’ll always be, in our hearts.

There is a time for everything. Ecc 3:1-12
A time to be born and a time to die,
A time to tear and a time to mend,
A time to weep and a time to laugh,
A time to mourn and a time to dance


Forever in our loving memory